All We Do Not Know

I have with me
all that I do not know
I have lost none of it
 – W.S. Merwin
    From “The Nomad Flute”

The sea of things
we do not know
churns slowly
in each of us.
Some may try
to ease the weight
by sharing
all they know
with anyone they know.
Some devour field guides
and listen to NPR
so they can sound
as if they know.
And then some
take sips
of only the things
of interest,
sharing bits
when it fits.
But there is no way
to ever lose
this bag
of things we do not know.
No need to analyze it,
empty it,
or ignore it.
Nothing we name
will ever be
just that.
Not even the rain.

~ Megan M. Codera

*NaPoWriMo poem prompt for Day 25: take a line from a poem to inspire a new poem.

Sunday

Even the house can feel
the simmering approach
of another week.

I walk early,
stuffing one ear with stories
and leaving the other open
for birdsong.
The tops of the trees
knock together in the wind.

The morning fades
into thumps and piles
of laundry.
We give equal attention
to the couch and the dishes,
with mild motivation.
I make grocery lists
to confirm all that
can wait
another day.

The cavern of the afternoon
is accented
with sullen homework inquiries
and the festering drip of the faucet.

We are all trying to do
as much of nothing
as possible,
while still
being productive.

And eventually,
the savory evening
succumbs to the light.

~ Megan M. Codera

Expectations 

None of this is quite as we expected,
yet we cannot resist the urge to wonder
how tomorrow may hatch something unprotected,
and what was taken from today, we ponder.
You once thought you knew who you’d follow.
You once thought you knew how to succeed.
But given extra time, you just walk about and wallow,
searching between land and sky for the need.
All of this is out of your control now –
there’s no chance of stopping the rain.
You can change your dress and take a bow,
but you’re still on in the next refrain.
Is this anywhere near where you thought you would be
when you jumped ship and floated to sea?

~ Megan M. Codera

*NaPoWriMo poem prompt for Day 23: the sonnet.

Swerve

She slips on her skates
as the whir of a hummingbird
crosses the porch.
She’s seeking smooth slabs
of pavement in the empty spaces
by the park
and she can hardly wait
for me to find my shoes.

I remember that longing,
to just skate for hours and hours.

I hold a small hand
that isn’t gripping me for balance
this time.
I could let go
and she would just keep rolling,
without falling.
I could let go,
but I don’t.

We both scoff at the tragedy
of a quiet, deserted park
on a night like this,
still warm at seven
two weeks before May.

She rolls across the whole lot,
curving to avoid
the streams
of pine needles and cones.
She chats about school
while she tries quick turns
on the gradual hills.

The rest of the day
rolls away.

Then I get a flash
of the evening battles
at seven months,
so long ago,
and if I had just a glimpse
of seven years ahead,
to this skating stroll,
I could have handled
those evenings
with a little more grace.

She lands one more perfect rollout
on the practice hill
and then says we can
head back,
with a subtle, reluctant swerve.
She reflects on her technique
as we turn onto our street.

When we get back to the house,
she says she could tell
I was ready to come home,
but she could have skated
for hours and hours.

~ Megan M. Codera